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You can call me Jada! Wife, mother of 2, cosplayer, occasional artist, original whump writer, fan of many tv shows and movies. Find me on Ao3 under the same username.
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Obsession 2 - The Penthouse

(Day 12 of Whumptober 2021)

Part of the elevator section (and specifically one line by the whumper) was inspired by a prompt that was going around last month, but I don’t remember who posted it or where to find it. If you recognize it, please let me know.

Also, I’m using some numbered ‘positions’ in this, inspired by BBU, but this is not in that universe or about pets.

Fandom: Original work

Warnings: lady whumpee with male whumper, kidnapping, creepy/intimate/possessive whumper, torture, strangulation, mild dissociation, lots of noncon touch (non sexual but creepy), brief suicide ideation, implied stalking, beating, broken rib, forced stripping/partial nudity (non sexual but creepy/intimate), emeto mention, referenced burns/branding, implied knife torture

No. 12 - IT’LL BE FUN, THEY SAID

torture | made to watch | begging

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The red light around the up arrow is somehow blinding, mocking her. She can’t tear her eyes away from it. It’s worse when it clicks off, though, because that’s when she’s forced to leave the relative safety of the hall.

She’d expected him to drag her out the front door. Into his waiting car, away from the hotel, back to that place that haunts her nightmares. But instead, they’re getting into the elevator. Going up. Her mind won’t comprehend what that might mean, can only focus on the gold trim, the patterned floor, the mirrors.

They take up two entire walls of the elevator, bouncing one back to the other so that there’s an endless repetition, a million reflections of her own face, her own fear, of his hand still gripping her arm as he bends over and presses a button to shut the doors. When he turns back and catches her looking at him in the mirror, a smile creeps over his face, and a shudder rocks her body.

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Black, Yellow, Blue, Green, Orange, Pink

...Red

Part 7. Please mind the tags.

9/23/23 Added another piece of art by @probablyhuntersmom !

Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Warnings: death mention, mild blood, dehumanization, restraints, muzzle, conditioning, torture, verbal abuse, hair pulling, knife to throat, slight suicide ideation, guns

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They must have some luck left, because Shiro and Pidge find the intruders right about the same time that Keith does. Shiro hears talking from the adjoining hallway and motions at Pidge to stay back, peering carefully around the corner.

“You have nerve, coming to us like this after having failed your mission. You should not be alive. Where is the body to accompany the blood in the hangar?”

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Black, Yellow, Blue, Green, Orange, Pink

...Red

Part 5. Read the warnings, this is one of the rougher ones! If you need a synopsis or a place to start skipping for certain triggers, let me know.

9/23/23 Another fantastic piece of artwork by @probablyhuntersmom has been added!

Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Warnings: dehumanization, guns, gunshot wounds, forced suicide attempt, talking someone down from suicide, blood

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“They will pretend that they know you,” he’s told as the day for the real mission draws near. “They will call you by a name which is not yours, and they will try to convince you that you are their friend, that they’ve recently seen you. You must ignore them.”

He doesn’t quite understand why anyone would try that. Perhaps it’s only to convince him not to carry out his mission.

But he shouldn’t have trouble ignoring them. He’s not a Paladin. He’s a weapon.

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Bonus Whumptober Content Part 2

Original Whumptober fic here

Bonus Content Part 1 here

Find it all on AO3 here

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Thanks for all of the support on the last chapter! I appreciate each and every one of the likes and reblogs and follows I’ve gotten.

Tagging @outtacommission again because Keith would not have been resurrected from the dead without his bribery.

Here is chapter 3 of this fic... see you next week for the conclusion!

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Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Warnings: referenced amputation, blood mention, referenced broken bones, self-esteem issues, suicide ideation, death mention, nightmares, abandonment issues

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When he woke again, he was lying back down on the pillow, staring up at the blank white ceiling. For one, blissful moment, he didn’t remember the events leading up to him passing out again. But it all came crashing down on him an instant later, taking his breath away.

My leg.

My leg, my leg.

My arm, my face, my leg.

“Keith?” Shiro’s voice was quiet, tentative. Not like him. “Are you awake?”

He wanted to roll over on his side and ignore him. Close his eyes, maybe go back to sleep, pretend that the world and this nightmare didn’t exist for a little while longer. The only reason he refrained was because he wasn’t sure if his stupid, wrecked body could actually manage it.

“What did you do to me?” It was only a whisper, and as slurred as it was, he wouldn’t have been surprised if it was impossible to understand.

Shiro’s breath hitched audibly. If Keith had been looking at his face, he was sure he wouldn’t like the anguished expression that he would see there. But at that moment, he didn’t have the capacity to care.

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Whumptober 2020 - Day 31

This is it! The very last post of Whumptober, and the long-awaited sequel to Day 8! If you're brand new to this whump party and haven't read it yet, you'll want to go back and do so before diving into this monstrosity. And when I say monstrosity I mean, it's looooooong. I wanted to do it justice and give you guys the ending you deserve, which...I'm hoping I pulled off. I'm not used to posting stuff so soon after writing it, without re-reading and editing over a period of time! Anyway, it wasn't one that I could easily just say, oh and they rescued him and put him in a pod and they lived happily ever after, because there was a whole bunch of emotional stuff everyone had to deal with, too. Thus the length, and the postponing of this post so I could actually finish it. 

That said, this is actually more angst than it is whump, but hopefully there's enough whump to satisfy and hopefully it's a satisfying way to end the month. Enjoy!

Day 31 (No. 29 and Alt. 7)  - Reluctant Bedrest/Found Family

Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Warnings: fantastic racism, self-hatred, death mention, blood, referenced animal attack, fever, infection, hallucinations, needles, panic attacks, suicide ideation

It had been nearly a week since they abandoned Keith. Discarded him, like garbage. Dropped him off on some deserted planet like some people back on Earth used to drop off animals that they didn’t want to have to take care of. 

Shiro had always hated those people. Now he was one of them.

Except worse, because this wasn’t a puppy they had dumped on the side of the road, this was a hu-...okay, well only partly a human being, but a person, nonetheless. The person that he had seen as the little brother he never had for the past several years that he had known him. The person that he had sworn, even if only internally, to look after, always.

And sure, it wasn’t like it was his idea, but he had still let it happen. Yeah, if he had tried to fight it, Allura probably would have locked him in his room and done it without him. But he should have fought anyway. He should have let them drag him away like they had Keith that day they found out he was part Galra. Maybe they would have thrown him in a cell, too. Maybe then he’d actually be able to look at himself in the mirror now.

They wouldn’t have, though. He was human. He was trustworthy.

So trustworthy that he had turned his back on his brother, all for the sake of Voltron and the universe. 

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Whumptober 2020 - Day 8

Today is our first strictly emotional whump day...only a couple of brief, non-graphic mentions of an already existing injury. Also, today’s fic is really freakin’ sad. Like, I almost made myself cry. So, sorry ahead of time.

Day 8 - Abandoned/Isolation

Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Warnings: fantastic racism, not really suicide ideation but kinda?, abandonment, solitary confinement, disassociation, imprisonment, foster home mention, self-loathing, restraints, unflattering depiction of everyone except Keith and sorta Shiro, ambiguous ending

“I’m...part Galra.”

“I...I’m sorry, what?”

Keith ducked his head and cut his eyes to the side to avoid looking at Allura. “The knife I got from my mom. It’s...something that every Blade carries. And the only way to activate one is to...have Galra blood.”

“And you activated yours?”

His eyes darted up to Coran’s unreadable expression and back down again. “Yes.”

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