I'm doing another Murdoch Mysteries rewatch and I've got feels about something. And yes I made gifs specifically for the single post. No regrets 😂
I'm watching 3x02 and, jeezus how to say this. Okay so Murdoch, at the funeral for Constable Cooper after being called names and intimidated and even threatened by Station House 5, he's standing there literally on the verge of tears and tells Brackenreid that he thought that when he joined the Constabulary he'd finally found the place where he fit in but it turns out he doesn't. Brackenreid tells him, in his Brackenreid way, that he's just a different kind of copper and to not mind them at all. But it's the way Murdoch says "Thank you" that really breaks my heart. His voice cracks and he looks like he's about to cry.
But that's not all okay!
Later on Murdoch gets sent a box with a dead rat in it from Station House 5 because hes investigating them for the murder (he's a rat. Get it?) and you can see how much it upsets him but George, god bless George, becomes so angry and indignant on his behalf that he rallies the whole station house into going against 5. It becomes an entire "Murdoch is ours and you don't mess with him or Station House 4!" I love that so much. Murdoch you belong! See! Station House 4 is your home!
So they go to the police games and the guys from 5 are throwing jabs at Murdoch again and Station House 4 squares up, Brackenreid is the first to throw a punch and it turns into a brawl. All to defend Murdoch!!!!
Murdoch was so upset about the things Station House 5 said to him and felt like an outsider and that he didn't belong with the other coppers when he loves the constabulary so much but here comes Station House 4 stepping up to defend him and openly showing that he is one them and more than that HE'S THEIRS!
At the end the Chief Constable tries to convince Murdoch to quietly go to another a city because he doesnt like him either but, once again on the verge of tears!, Murdoch says no "This is my home". The chief constable leaves and Brackenreid says something like "don't worry there'll be sunny days ahead." His voice stutters when he says "su-sunny days, sir." BECAUSE HE'S GONNA CRY AGAIN!
I'M GONNA CRY!! MURDOCH!!!! 😭😭😭