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A Whumper at Heart

@aceofwhump / aceofwhump.tumblr.com

Just call me Ace | she/her | likes and follows from thewanderingace. Perpetually behind on answering my asks (down to 24 as of 10/2/24!) Ask box temporarily closed while I work on answering my messages
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I'm doing another Murdoch Mysteries rewatch and I've got feels about something. And yes I made gifs specifically for the single post. No regrets 😂

I'm watching 3x02 and, jeezus how to say this. Okay so Murdoch, at the funeral for Constable Cooper after being called names and intimidated and even threatened by Station House 5, he's standing there literally on the verge of tears and tells Brackenreid that he thought that when he joined the Constabulary he'd finally found the place where he fit in but it turns out he doesn't. Brackenreid tells him, in his Brackenreid way, that he's just a different kind of copper and to not mind them at all. But it's the way Murdoch says "Thank you" that really breaks my heart. His voice cracks and he looks like he's about to cry.

But that's not all okay!

Later on Murdoch gets sent a box with a dead rat in it from Station House 5 because hes investigating them for the murder (he's a rat. Get it?) and you can see how much it upsets him but George, god bless George, becomes so angry and indignant on his behalf that he rallies the whole station house into going against 5. It becomes an entire "Murdoch is ours and you don't mess with him or Station House 4!" I love that so much. Murdoch you belong! See! Station House 4 is your home!

So they go to the police games and the guys from 5 are throwing jabs at Murdoch again and Station House 4 squares up, Brackenreid is the first to throw a punch and it turns into a brawl. All to defend Murdoch!!!!

Murdoch was so upset about the things Station House 5 said to him and felt like an outsider and that he didn't belong with the other coppers when he loves the constabulary so much but here comes Station House 4 stepping up to defend him and openly showing that he is one them and more than that HE'S THEIRS!

At the end the Chief Constable tries to convince Murdoch to quietly go to another a city because he doesnt like him either but, once again on the verge of tears!, Murdoch says no "This is my home". The chief constable leaves and Brackenreid says something like "don't worry there'll be sunny days ahead." His voice stutters when he says "su-sunny days, sir." BECAUSE HE'S GONNA CRY AGAIN!

I'M GONNA CRY!! MURDOCH!!!! 😭😭😭

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painsthegame

I love when the cocky, confident character is secretly ashamed of their scars, like the remains of their past wounds turn their bodies into something ugly and unloveable.

The only thing I love more is when their friends or loved ones help them see otherwise.

But can we not apply these thoughtful words to our own community? When new members stumble upon us, they often come to us with a secret sense of shame for loving such a problematic thing as this. But we always open our arms them, determined to help them realize that they are not wrong, they are not damaged and they are certainly not alone.

Perfect addition.

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whumpxng

give me your whumpee being super casual about one of their new scars until they’re Not Fine™ and everything seems to overwhelm them at once

Scars were nothing new to him.

He could probably recall how he got each and every one, and there were times he had done just that for Noctis, when he was tired and uncharacteristically affectionate. He’d trace Gladio’s marred skin, and ask for the stories behind them, until he’d been lulled to sleep by twisted but comical fairytales.

Because Gladio lied, of course. Every time. He’d explain the scars away through wild chocobo attacks, or dramatically falling somewhere, or attacking himself with his own spear. 

The truth - that almost all of them were from the enemies he’d dedicated his life to protecting Noct from - was ugly, just like them.

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NCIS | Irreplaceable Tony

Episode: “Missing” (1x20)

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aceofwhump

I love this episode SO MUCH! One of my absolute favorite fics of all time is based on this scene. It’s called There Loomed an Ogre by Iantalia and it really explores the aftereffects of Tony’s kidnapping, his insecurities about his place on the team and his past and his abandonment issues. I love it so much. You should all read it.

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whumpxng

what are your favourite kinds of emotional whump?

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aceofwhump

Insecurity is my favorite kind of emotional whump. I love when the whumpee feels insecure in their place in the team, or at their job, or when they’ve been beaten down so bad they feel insecure about their place in the life period. It leads to lots anxiety and fear in the whumpee which then leads to a lot of good comfort and reassurances from the caretaker after the whumpees inevitable breakdown.

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Whump Prompt #110

Character A has been held for so long that they start thinking the team has given up trying to find them or that they just haven’t bothered - A then doubts their place on the team. When they are rescued they start babbling these ideas through a fever induced delirium and the other characters have to comfort them and apologize for taking so long. 

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whumpstar

Oh man that’s great, I love it. I hope you’re okay with me adding an alternative:

A having been gone so long that their team was forced to have someone (B) fill in for them. After their rescue, when they’re (somewhat) back on their feet but not yet cleared for work, they see how well the team works with B in it.

Because of already existing insecurities or because of what the capturer told A to mess with them, they start questioning their use to the team and having moments of ‘B could’ve done this better/quicker/smarter than me’ when they’re back in their old position.

Bonus if the capturer gets their hands on B and A decides to take their place - willingly walking back into the hell they just escaped because they guinely think it’s best for their team, that they’d be safer with someone more capable on their team instead.

THIS! All my favourite tropes combined to make one glorious prompt😍

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