I want to be the kindest girl ever

2024.11.7

I cannot post the last two days because I was immersed in studying. I started my final exams, and yesterday was the first exam and it did not go well. They brought 60 questions and there were errors. There were also questions deleted from the syllabus and there was little time for 60 mathematical questions, but a complaint was filed and so far they have admitted five clear errors, meaning five free grades. Currently, I have anatomy on Saturday, but my mind was cluttered with other thoughts about my lifestyle, what I want, etc. When the exams are over, I have a lot to solve.

So:

1.Study the first file of Anatomy

2.Study the second file of Anatomy

3.Take a shower (I feel lethargic)

All you need is a cup of coffee and some good company to make studying aesthetic 🫠

(through gritted teeth) I am HOPEFUL and ENTHUSIASTIC about life. There are things in my future I am LOOKING FORWARD TO and I WANT to live

Y’ever read something and have understanding that has eluded you interminably suddenly stop, curl up, and snuggle neatly into a fold in your brain because a new way way opened to it?

I've seen this passed around a few times, and I have one thing to say:

It's online. The book was carefully and wonderfully recreated online by hand. You can find it here. The entire book is this easy.

calculusmadeeasy.org

I bring a sort of "can't read social cues" vibe to every social situation that I can't tell if anyone likes or not

My 6 moods

Cosy Thursday mornings working from home

maybe there is no best version of myself. just me, right now, vulnerable and tired and hopeful, willing to show up regardless of what it looks like.

—John Steinbeck, East of Eden