Dude, I’m scared of myself whenever I’m so obsessed with something (a hyperfixation) that I feel physically sick whenever someone else likes it, too. This can be a book, character, author, video game, movie, show, hobby, etc. What is wrong with me????
I genuinely get overwhelmingly jealous whenever someone else likes one of my hyperfixations. I know it’s unreasonable, and I really don’t mind, but deep down, some primal part of me is like, “They will never really love it as much as I do.”
Not to mention the fact that sometimes I obsess over a hyperfixation so severely that I can’t even think about it because I start going insane—feeling ridiculously anxious for no reason??
Is this normal? 😎???? Is this my original experience?? What’s this called?? ? Is this anxiety? Is this attachment?? Was this because I never got attention as a child? I have no idea.