Jack

Can someone release a tutorial on how to be normal please

I’m genuinely curious about the science behind those scenes in movies where a character goes insane and starts committing crimes and there is just classical music playing in the background.

Why does crime and classical music fit so perfectly together? And why do I love it?

When Camus said “choose coffee,” I took that literally. That’s all I’ve had for “food” today. Two cups of coffee. 😎 that’s it. I sure am choosing coffee.

My attachment issues are so bad I save every single paper note I get from people I care about because my mind says “one day when they die you’ll remember you threw it away and so you never really cared about them”

Dude my professor absolutely hates my poetry …

(He read it and said: “well. It’s fine. It’s just obvious, no?” When last time his complaint was that it wasn’t obvious enough. wtf do I do??)

How many boops is “omg”? 😞

Okay now it says “wow”??

Chat what’s wrong with me

Why do people stare at me in class ??

I can always feel them staring at me so I look at them and they quickly look away, then 2 seconds later they’re staring at me again ???

I’m almost done uni I’m almost done with uni im almost done with uni I’m aLMOST DONE WITH UNI IM ALM…-

(I had to plan my final semester today and it looks so shitty. I’m gonna die).

Chat, do I post too much ? 😞☝️

I think about this kiss I had last autumn and I don’t know what was wrong with me because I was literally disgusted.

I was thinking: uhhh. Why??? Why do humans do this??? Why are you doing that?? Why am I so aware of everything that’s happening? This is so… gross.

Why do I get grossed out sometimes from kissing? Is this normal??? I could go into more detail about my exact thoughts but I didn’t know if that would be too much ahahah

(Maybe I just wasn’t interested enough in this person?)

What’s wrong with me?🥲🥳

Dude, I’m scared of myself whenever I’m so obsessed with something (a hyperfixation) that I feel physically sick whenever someone else likes it, too. This can be a book, character, author, video game, movie, show, hobby, etc. What is wrong with me????

I genuinely get overwhelmingly jealous whenever someone else likes one of my hyperfixations. I know it’s unreasonable, and I really don’t mind, but deep down, some primal part of me is like, “They will never really love it as much as I do.”

Not to mention the fact that sometimes I obsess over a hyperfixation so severely that I can’t even think about it because I start going insane—feeling ridiculously anxious for no reason??

Is this normal? 😎???? Is this my original experience?? What’s this called?? ? Is this anxiety? Is this attachment?? Was this because I never got attention as a child? I have no idea.

Has anyone read The Way of Kings by Brandon Sanderson? Please tell me it gets better.

(The telling instead of showing is ridiculously abundant and getting on my nerves. Among other issues.)

I want to be dark, brooding, and mysterious, but you can hear me laugh a continent away

Me: oh man, I’m so anxious… I need to study.

Me: oh man, I’m so anxious… I need to stop studying

I think I have hallucinated all of 2024 so far

How is it September already ???

I just read through my journal from last autumn! Pray I survive the night! Goodnight!