and. sorry. but if we say that the Knight's “Prophecy” or “Quest” was/is to find a missing “princess,” à la Zelda or any number of other classic JRPG premises, then this only gets crazier and goes a long way to explain why gaster is fuck deep in christmassy reindeer horseshit. im just saying. think of it like a classic JRPG premise with a twist: some random youth is “chosen” by Fate and, through some fantasy contrivance, tasked with finding and freeing a missing princess. but the twist is that, in this story, the protagonist is supposed to fail. deltarune's “base game” has no happy ending, only darkness. but the twist on that is that the "hero"/"fool" somehow escaped his Bad End, became a refugee in an entirely different narrative universe, and kept searching there. he made a promise to help someone who needed it, and as far as he knows, she's still out there waiting for him to fulfill that promise. can you imagine the years spent in undertale's world after inadvertently destroying his home, knowing that the girl he said he would help was still alone in the dark somewhere, probably thinking he'd fucking forgotten about her. is it any wonder that he built his most ominous machine in the image of a deer. is it any wonder why he ripped himself to pieces, why he's haunted by motifs of grief and pain, why his "death" is compared to alphys's thoughts of suicide. is it any wonder why he dutifully collects and organizes UNUSED strings, presenting them to dataminers on a silver platter, or why he's so desperate to break through to Noelle, specifically. do you get what i mean. this shit is nuts