I'm starting to figure out that i'm probably genderqueer, but i have no idea how to actually label my identity. Genderfluid comes closest but even then there's a part of me that feels like i'm not allowed to claim that identity. Then again, i felt that way about the bisexual label for a long time too and came to accept that. I also feel like my sexuality and gender are in tandem. Like one can't exist without the other being there. Idk there's something abt the multisexual experience that's leading me to explore this.
The thing is though, i'll probably only ever be genderqueer online. I just do not have irl friends or family that understand the complexities of gender besides the biological. I am comfortable enough with my biological gender being my "main" gender. I am comfortable being referred to as a woman (i will also still refer to myself as a woman) and i do still very much identify with womanhood. But online, feel free to refer to me as anything.
I changed my pronouns in my bio, but really any pronouns will go. I'm experimenting currently with the he/him pronouns bc this is the first time i'll be using them. This is all so exciting and terrifying at the same time.