hello yes this is garbage

"God isnt on our side, or maybe he is. We could all just be a rock in his shoe."

- Rock in God's Shoe by Sushi Soucy

Im finally done with this!! I worked so hard on this after seeing the trailer, I'm so proud of it!!! Sad old men my beloved... (Textless version under the cut!)

Can I like. Call myself a furry ambassador of disco fandom

being fed scary stories via Jason wielding cue cards

tommy COOLatta 😎

aka i headcanon that tommy is very aware of what’s going on and does things like “accidentally” shooting gordon because it’s funny. he doesn’t dislike anyone in the science team but he is this close 🤏 to being done with their shit. 

been told to reblog my own shenanigans more so here’s an older-ish thing i did that i still like 👍 i wanted to do a series of drawings of the whole science team like this with iconic phrases of theirs, but with highlighted words that the first letters of would spell out “HLVRAI.” like for instance tommy’s highlighted word here is “Instinct” which would’ve been the “i” in HLVRAI. but i got stuck because i couldn’t figure out what phrases would work for the rest of the science team. i was considering gordon’s highlighted word to be “Home” cuz i feel like he said something along the lines of “i just want to go home!” or something, but i never got around to actually researching anything. ideally I’d want gordon to be the “H” in HLVRAI. idk maybe one day i’ll figure it out.

i’m trying to figure out my benrey’s alien/unhinged form but i’m not used to drawing eldritch horrors so idk if this is EXACTLY what i had in mind. :/ what i was trying to do was incorporate the HL1 guard model + aspects of half life aliens + the thing i think i remember scorpy saying 1 time that benrey’s “true form” was just a bunch of noises and lights. 

also the context for the pic is that post black mesa, the resonance cascade starts affecting things outside the facility, leading to portals opening up randomly in new mexico that spawn aliens. benry’s fighting a strider from HL2 here.  

thinking about doing benny’s alien/monster form again… i really want to capture that “noises and lights” vibe i’m looking for. making an unknowable light alien glitch beast is so intimidating though. :’)

also let me add an id to this while i’m here!

[start ID: A real photo of a street in Roswell, New Mexico featuring their UFO museum. Drawn into the background of the photo, looming over the buildings, is monster Benrey and a strider from Half Life 2. Benrey is centipede-like in form, their body made of melted together twisted amalgamations of the Half Life 1 guard model’s face with many bony protrusions sticking out of their gaping mouths that act as legs and claws. Benrey’s many eyes are all along his body and are colored with the gmod missing texture black/pink checkerboard pattern. Tons of Sweet Voice is being emitted from Benrey’s mouths, almost obscuring him. Benrey is fighting the strider and has just violently pinned it down to the ground with their pincer jaws, sending dust and debris flying. The sky is green. There’s an instagram-styled caption across the lower half of the image that says “can’t have shit in rosewell” with the crying emoji beside it.

The second image is just the first image but with a normal gray sky and no Sweet Voice flying around everywhere so you can get a better look at what monster Benrey looks like. :end ID]

been having too much fun with bright colors recently whoops

RRRRATTLE ME BONES!!!!!

Hey .!! its thos guys ffrom the. The uuhhmm. what was it called again. Freemans mind? No. ummmm. I dont know man

tommy COOLatta 😎

aka i headcanon that tommy is very aware of what’s going on and does things like “accidentally” shooting gordon because it’s funny. he doesn’t dislike anyone in the science team but he is this close 🤏 to being done with their shit. 

i didn’t know it was his bday today because i don’t know what’s going on ever so i didn’t draw anything in time so take this instead

HAPPY BIRTH TO TOMMY COOLATTA

(tommy loves his friends he just gets so tired sometimes)

tommy COOLatta 😎

aka i headcanon that tommy is very aware of what’s going on and does things like “accidentally” shooting gordon because it’s funny. he doesn’t dislike anyone in the science team but he is this close 🤏 to being done with their shit. 

I just released "The Other Side Of Suffering" with a couple other featured originals. 11.5in x 11.5in. Acrylic and aerosol on canvas 💜

assorted undertale doodles

scorpy did a spamton drawing on stream a couple days ago & his vers gave me strong tired used car salesman hawaiian shirt 3x divorced vibes (feat. the socpen brand spamton [only $49.99]).

yknow what i think this will be my spamton for my nonsense hlvrai au

btw he is sunburned always