Thinking about higgs field!Dream and how he would absolutely destroy canon!Dream if he could.
Like HF!Dream is paranoid. He's scared. He thinks everyone around him is a threat. He just wants to be safe. He doesn't want to risk going back to [REDACTED]. He feels guilty about everything. He thinks he deserves prison and only escaped because of what Quackity was doing. He hurt Tommy immensely but nowhere near close what canon!Dream did. He's still an absolute asshole but an asshole that can be redeemed. He's had more than one psychotic break. He doesn't realize Tommy's a child and registers him as a threat because of his trauma. He needs therapy and time to learn from his actions. He would use canon!Dream as a punching bag. He has a paranoid god following him at any time feeding into his paranoia. He just wants to be free and safe with his friends but it'll never happen in this lifetime.
Jsjshdbs. He's so paranoid. He's scared of his own shadow. He's terrified of other people which translates in him hurting others before they can ever think about hurting him. He's had multiple psychotic breaks during the smp that brought him to blow up. He doesn't trust anyone let alone himself. His body isn't his. I could go on but it's late.