—labour | aemond targaryen x niece!reader
❝I thought, perhaps, we could take a walk through the gardens,❞ Alicent says from behind you. ❝You've hardly left your and Aemond's chambers in days. A wet nurse may look after Alysanne in the meanwhile, if you like.❞
You do not move from the balcony. Instead, you remain silent and still.
She takes a step forward, wishing to break you from your reverie. ❝My sweet girl—❞
❝I keep thinking about a particular phrase over and over again,❞ you say quietly, interrupting her.
❝And what might that be, my love?❞ She asks, pausing in her steps.
❝Gods and coins. Every time a Targaryen is born, the Gods flip a coin. That is the saying, is it not?❞
She shifts on her feet, then clasps her hands before her. ❝I believe so, yes. Why do you ask?❞
A gentle wind blows your long brown strands around you. ❝I used to think I understood him. That I knew him better than anyone else alive. Something...changed after our betrothal, however.❞
You glance down to your hands. ❝He changed. His love turned into something else. Something which, at times, frightened me. Even then, I was frightened to voice my fear aloud, so I instead became silent. Quiet. Small. I did all I did to please him. I told myself that, at least. Now, I think I merely did it out of trepidation, perhaps.❞
You shake your head gently. ❝And then this war. After Luke...❞
Your chin wobbles, but you swallow down your grief, just as you always do.
❝He changed yet again. For the better. He knew it was the only way I might forgive him. He finally became the man I always wanted him to be: good, kind, gentle. It even became allowed for me to refer to him by his given name, instead of uncle, which he always insisted I call him by since I can remember. And then Aegon fell, and...❞
❝Aemond became Prince Regent, and he slipped further and further away, returning back to who he'd once been, but somehow worse. I wonder...if what occurred at Rook's Rest—Aegon's injuries—were truly due to Maelys now.❞
Alicent takes another step forward. ❝What you suggest—❞
You turn around then, and her eyes grow wide at the sight of the purple bruising which surrounds your right eye and blooms further down, stopping at the apple of your cheek.
❝Tell me, mother, what way do you believe Aemond's coin to have landed?❞ You ask, merely above a whisper.