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they/them • reading • writing • crochet ● professional overthinker (literature student) ● only a normal amount of obssessed with coffee, orv, and pjo (i swear)
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all this time i assumed anti trials of apollo people are just, you know, a small online community, and people dont actually judge a book without reading it, and hey its not like i ll meet some "jason's character is boring" or some "trials of apollo is shit because jason died" person in real life, right? well. guess what. the person sitting behind me in class. is anti trials of apollo. and its taking me all my willpower to not present a 5 part essay on why trials of apollo is the best.

i forgot to add that the class in question is a final year literature majors class. how can a final year literature major just........call books bad without reading them?????????

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all this time i assumed anti trials of apollo people are just, you know, a small online community, and people dont actually judge a book without reading it, and hey its not like i ll meet some "jason's character is boring" or some "trials of apollo is shit because jason died" person in real life, right? well. guess what. the person sitting behind me in class. is anti trials of apollo. and its taking me all my willpower to not present a 5 part essay on why trials of apollo is the best.

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this has probably been said but since leo's whole thing is being the "seventh wheel" and "alone" his ending shouldve been him finding who he was and being content with his friends without needing a lover right. like it could be resolved with PURE PLATONIC LOVE right.

as for calypso. like her whole thing is stuck on the island without any company so what if her ending was just JOINING THE HUNTERS OF ARTEMIS because THEN she wouldnt be LONELY and also her falling for the heroes on her island was JUST BECAUSE SHE FELT LIKE SHE HAD TO?? i dont think i phrased all this right but i hope i carried my message clearly enough across

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yes, percy rose through the ranks of new rome disturbingly fast. no, jason did not do the same at camp half blood. yes, percy's rise to leadership at both camps took about two weeks and was completely unplanned. no, the same cannot be said for jason. his rise was carefully planned and took over a decade. they're both children of the big three, but where percy thrums with raw power, jason is a sword honed by zeus and hera. where percy is a survivor, jason is a weapon. where percy is a cycle breaker, jason can't get out. jason's fatal flaw was temptation to deliberate because he never managed to make his own choices. he was every classic definition of a hero rolled into one, and he never questioned it because his happiness came after the responsibility. jason was never going to ascend as fast as percy because jason was raised on hard work and discipline while percy, an abuse survivor and child of poverty, knew when to fight dirty. where jason was a transplant, percy was an invasive species. jason was always going to die because he was never more than a tool for the gods to throw away when he outlived his usefulness, or when he started to question his place. if someone as locked down as jason can question the system, anyone can. now that luke has put thoughts of overthrow in everyone's heads, zeus has to be very careful because while jason was expendable as his weapon, percy was unexpected in every way. zeus has no plan for him. when percy dies, he will become a martyr, so he can't die, except now everyone knows that percy doesn't want to be a god either. jason had to die, and now percy has to live.

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This exchange between Leo and Jason is really poignant. I like it. Rick Riordan gets almost philosophical with that line from Jason, and I really like it.

"Trust me, Hephaestus cabin doesn't see fire powers as cool. Nyssa told me they're super rare. When a demigod like me comes around, bad things happen. Really bad".

"Maybe it's the other way around," Jason suggested. "Maybe people with special gifts show up when bad things are happening because that's when they're needed most."

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one reason why im sure that jason is in elysium and didn't choose rebirth (even though, it has been alluded that he's in elysium anyway) is that it's too painful for me to think of a hopeful jason, sitting by the river lethe, hoping that in his next life, destiny would be kinder to him. it's too painful for me to think that he'd never see his friends again if he chose rebirth. also, jason spent his whole life tired. he just wanted to rest. and when he died, he was happy that he was set free, finally. I find it really really hard to imagine an emotionally exhausted and a burnt out jason's soul even considering wanting to go through with life ever again. also, taking into consideration that his fatal flaw was temptation to deliberate, i could imagine jason's soul who was judged in the underworld getting awarded with elysium instantly, and also getting asked if he wanted rebirth, but jason immediately chooses elysium without a single thought. it breaks free from his fatal flaw, that doesn't really matter anymore, since his soul has passed on. he doesn't have to 'think' about it anymore, he doesn't have to think of other people's comfort, as he was free from his cage and could choose his own freedom, and he takes the opportunity to fulfill his own happiness, for the very first time. it just makes so much sense.

he just wanted peace, rest, and he just wanted to spend time with friends. and he gains all of that in elysium. elysium treats jason kinder than life ever did, he was born to die. thats why he is a tragedy.

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ive been really obsessed on this reread with the questions that the 51/49 split asks of whether or not you can love a version of someone that you never knew. do you love the child versions of your friends because you love them? people change as they grow, that is undeniable, but is it such a strong transformation that it truly counts as another person? your memories, your personality, your story - exactly what makes up you? how much can you lose? omniscient reader's viewpoint is very clear in the fact that we can never truly understand another human being - they will always have existed outside of you, memories and thoughts and experiences that you cannot be privy to. you only know what you share between you. the only version of your friends that you know is the one from your memories - so is that the only version you are truly capable of loving? can you love someone you never knew? and in typical orv manner the novel more or less answers this by saying it doesn't matter whether you can or not. only that you try.

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reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

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I laminated a paper towel

why does this have 31 thousand notes

You made it useless but also prevented it from the end it was predestined for.

But wait this is actually freaking me out though, it raises so many questions about the otherwise incomprehensible meaning of life as a collective whole versus personal sustenance and longevity

Imagine if one day you were given a choice: Become immortal and indestructible for eternity, unable to be harmed by anything ever again, and get to live forever.

However, in order to achieve that you must give up whatever your purpose in life is. Whatever it is that you were always meant to do, what you were supposed to contribute to the overall scheme and future of the life of the universe, your purpose… the whole reason you were even created, even born in the first place. You must give that up. You don’t know what that is. You’ll never know; But, regardless, you say yes.

Perhaps you assume you wouldn’t have made any sort of significant difference anyway. That butterfly effect theory or whatever they call it? Nah, you call bullshit. It doesn’t matter - you don’t matter, at least not to anything outside of your immediate connections - and it’ll all be fine, and you’ll just live forever with minimal (or maybe even no) consequences.

So, yay! You’re now immortal. You’ll never die or get hurt ever again. Wee!

But then, centuries and centuries later (not to mention that by this point you’ve gone through horrible heartbreak and misery and despair because every loved one you ever had, every friend you ever made, ever person you barely got to know, has passed away, died as you lived on long without them, helpless to do anything for them as you watched them perish, unable to ever go with them or ever see them again. But I digress), now, you learn you actually were important in the grand scheme of things. You were supposed to be a key factor in the world’s survival, long ago; but, because of the choice you made (immortality over individual purpose), you were never given the knowledge or awareness or resources or ability to save the world that you were always supposed to obtain, before you unknowingly made the wrongest choice to ever wrong.

Needless to say, you’ve fucked up big time.

The entire universe as we know it is destroyed soon after this horrifying revelation. It implodes, collapses in on itself, essentially forming a massive black hole or something. Stars, nebulae, galaxies, solar systems and planets, worlds and worlds of living people and things, and light-years of time and space and life, all sucked up into absolute, indefinite nothingness.

But you remain.

Just you. Floating amongst, spiraling around, rocketing through, suspended in… nothing. With a feeling of such unbelievable loneliness that your feeble brain can hardly perceive, can’t possibly hope to comprehend. Not only are you the only living thing left, you don’t even have one inanimate object to keep you company. You have literally. Nothing. And you are literally nowhere. I mean, technically, you are now the universe - if it would bring you petty comfort to think about it that way. You. Only you. With nothing, no one, nowhere. Forever. And ever. And ever.

All because you thought you didn’t matter. That you had no real, meaningful purpose. That you could never possibly make a difference.

But you did. And now look what you’ve gotten yourself into, you silly nugget. You’re gonna be pretty bored and lonely for that eternity, huh?

Or maybe it was out of selfishness. Maybe this wasn’t because you felt useless, but because you simply only cared about prolonging your own life and nothing else. Hm.

The moral here? Be selfless, and always know and remember that you matter.

Or else, one day, you might destroy the universe. And be left to suffer, and be tortured horribly and endlessly by the void of nothingness that has consumed you. With no way to escape. Ever.

Other moral because I got sidetracked from my initial point - all things considered, would you choose longevity over purpose? Immortality over meaning? 

OR, IDK, MAYBE SOME IDIOT JUST LAMINATED A STUPID PIECE OF PAPER TOWEL FOR NO GOOD REASON

AND MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO THE MEANING OF OUR SHORT, FRAGILE LIVES IN

A LAMINATED

PAPER

T OW E L

IDK MAN,

I D K

Write. A. Book.

What if I did write a book

and the pages of that book

were made out of

laminated

paper towels

I WASNT GONNA REBLOG UNTIL THAT LAST COMMENT

This fucked me up.

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