2impostors reblogged
On the good side, I think [Percy] finally at least realized that he has a family; that he wasn't alone… And I think he understands that now, because he feels very guilty and ashamed for being such a burden to his family, and that he's been screwing everything up. He's going to spend the next few episodes trying to make up for that very badly. From a place of deep shame and guilt, which is the greatest place to try and be helpful and remind everybody that you're more than a demon that tried to murder them. It'll go great. It goes great. Really helpful. He's going to be super helpful. Nothing bad is gonna happen.
#tlovm#cr#THEE character of all time my demonic baby my everything#i love post-briarwood percy because despite seeming like he’s got his shit together he’s actually MORE of a mes#in basically every conceivable way#he’s shattered and fumbling over trying to put himself back together without anyone else noticing#he self-flagellates at every possible opportunity because he thinks if its the only thing i can do#taking on pain for other people#then at least i’ll be helpful and i deserve it anyway#he gets dragged down by one bad decision after another until he’s drowning a literal GOD rejects him to his face#and has to be PERSUADED to come back from the fucking abyss where his soul is being devoured by orthax because he thinks he deserves hell#all until vex calls him back 😫😫😫😫😫😫#i’m obliterated#he’s so fucking ashamed of himself and feels so worthless whilst also balancing an enormous ego that he continually trips up on