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i am currently deep into thai bl and watching everything firstkhao.
“Love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling”
—Oscar Wilde
Oscar Wilde WAS gay and he DID suck dicks but “love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling” is not about oral sex. It is not even erotic.
Here’s the rest of the quote. It’s from De Profundis:
“Most people live for love and admiration. But it is by love and admiration that we should live. If any love is shown us we should recognise that we are quite unworthy of it. Nobody is worthy to be loved. The fact that God loves man shows us that in the divine order of ideal things it is written that eternal love is to be given to what is eternally unworthy. Or if that phrase seems to be a bitter one to bear, let us say that everyone is worthy of love, except him who thinks that he is. Love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling, and Domine, non sum dignus should be on the lips and in the hearts of those who receive it.”
There's a version of the "don't go grocery shopping while hungry" rule specifically for writers where you should never under any circumstances be allowed to touch your draft within 3 hours of reading a really good story. Because sometimes when you read something great your head goes "fuck this is so much better than my stuff I should make that more like THIS instead!" Look at me. That's the devil talking and you should close the document NOW.
Porsche has Kinn drive. Arm doesn't need to under these circumstances. Kinn seems to realize that, since he gets in the driver’s seat without thinking twice and doesn't seem to mind when Porsche sits in the back with Arm.
“Everything will be okay,” Porsche says as Arm stares straight ahead, “I promise. You will have support.”
“So much support,” Kinn adds, “The baby will be added to the company health insurance at no extra cost.”
“Both your baby and Achara will have the best pediatrician as soon as we finish screening them and add one to the roster,” Porsche says, “When the baby is old enough, they can be admitted to the BEST private school.”
“They would probably get in anyway, with how smart you are,” Kinn says, “But we will make sure they have the best educational opportunities provided for them. The best tutors too.”
“And if Korn has anything to say about you keeping a baby at the compound, we’ll stand up to him for you!” Porsche says, “We’re your family, got it?”
Kinn nods in agreement, “We are in this together-”
“You’re the one who got me in this mess to begin with!” Arm snaps.
Porsche jerks back at the accusation, mainly because Arm doesn't accuse Kinn of anything, much less raise his voice at him. But here he is, glaring and fuming over this. But honestly, Porsche can't blame him. It is sort of Kinn’s fault.
“You can't get mad at him for talking to you like that,” Porsche whispers as he leans forward, “He's stressed out, and you were the one who asked him to accompany us. Don't reprimand him-”
“I'm not going to reprimand him,” Kinn says quietly, “I know it's my fault. I'm sorry.”
Porsche nods, “We’re sorry, Arm-”
“It's too late for an apology!” Arm tells him, turning his glare onto Porsche, “I'm mad at you too!”
Porsche gasps, “I wasn't the one who asked you to come! Be mad at Kinn! Not me!”
“Porsche,” Kinn says in a warning tone.
“It's true!” Porsche says, then tries to put a comforting hand on Arm’s leg, only for Arm to slap it off.
“Hey!” Kinn warns
“Fuck off,” Arm mumbles under his breath, then holds his head in his hands. Porsche lets out a sad and guilt-ridden sigh, then reaches over and rubs Arm’s back.
“It's okay, Kinn,” Porsche says, “He's obviously stressed out. And remember what Niran said. He said some people show strong symptoms after breaking an egg. They get emotional, or overly sentimental, or have a lot of cravings and nausea. Despite this all working differently, the person who breaks the egg is essentially pregnant until the baby arrives one to five days later, depending on the moon cycle-”
“I am NOT fucking pregnant!” Arm says, pulling away again, “I always act like this!”
Porsche purses his lips, “...Okay.”
Kinn seems hesitant to combat that claim as well, but does it anyway, “...Arm, you tried to lunge at an old man.”
“He deserved it,” Arm mutters, then lets out a groan, “Pull over.”
“Why-”
“PULL OVER!”
Kinn immediately does what he's told and pulls onto a side street. Arm jumps out before it comes to a complete stop and Porsche is ready to go after him. Arm is clearly overwhelmed, but Porsche has never seen him like this. Who knows what he might do? But luckily, Arm doesn't seem to be making a run for it. He stops by a trash can on the corner, throws himself over it, and empties the contents of his stomach so violently that two pedestrians jump back and rush away.
“Fuck,” Kinn mutters as they watch him from the car, “I feel like such an asshole.”
“As you should,” Porsche says, “You forced our head guard into an unplanned pregnancy.”
“He's not exactly pregnant-”
“Look at him!” Porsche says, “He is one of the ones Niran was talking about, one who gets severe morning sickness and is miserable until the process is over!”
“It isn't even growing inside him,” Kinn says, “He may be throwing up due to anxiety.”
“Arm isn't an anxious vomiter,” Porsche counters, “If he was, he wouldn't have gotten the head guard position and become so openly adamant about staying on Tankhun’s team despite the promotion. He's a nerd and can be introverted, but he has balls of steel! And now he's pregnant!”
Kinn groans, “We’ve never had a pregnant guard. Pregnant girlfriends of guards, and pregnant maids and cooks, but not guards-”
“I'm not pregnant.”
Kinn quickly shuts up as Arm gets back in the car. Arm looks at both of them, appearing clammy, tired, and suspicious before letting out a sigh.
“Do you have gum?”
Porsche quickly digs into his pocket, “Here. You can just have the rest of the pack. In case you need to throw up again, you will have it.”
“I don't need to throw up again,” Arm says, sticking a piece of gum in his mouth before leaning his head against the window, “I need food.”
Porsche quickly bangs on the back of the seat, “Kinn, we’re going out to eat. Wherever Arm wants.”
“Hibachi,” Arm says, his eyes closed, “And sushi.”
“Expensive and sophisticated cravings!” Porsche says with an approving nod.
“They aren't cravings. It's just what I want.”
Again, Porsche isn't going to challenge Arm. Not right now.
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You know the Grimm version of Snow White makes more sense than most versions if only because in that version Snow White was like 7 years old.
Like imagine you find a 7 year old in the woods and she’s like my mom is gonna kill me because I’m prettier than her and she’s not kidding. You know this queen is that sort of person. So you and your roommates adopt the kid and tell her don’t talk to strangers. And she keeps talking to strangers and getting poison combs stuck in her hair and whatnot.
Like yeah that’s kinda stupid but also she’s seven. She likes apples.
Also imagine it from the hunter’s perspective. The queen tells you this bitch is prettier than me I need you to take her out in the woods and kill her. And then you see who you’re supposed to kill and it’s a 2nd grader. Like how are you supposed to react to that sort of situation? Kill a human child? No. Because you’re not a brainless evil minion you’re just some guy dealing with a cartoonishly evil monarch. Of course you let her go.
Bad look for the Prince of course. Even if she did age while she was in that glass case. He saw a dead woman and just decided to keep her. And once she stopped being dead he was like we’re married now
He did cause the evil queen to dance to death in red hot shoes though. That was kinda cool.
With the acknowledgement that I'm grasping at straws, is it ever directly confirmed that the Prince wasn't also 7?
See, I think that still works.
You are the guardsman assigned to protect the eight-year-old Prince. You are currently in the middle of the forest because he absolutely had his heart set on "going hunting", and the royal second-grader should definitely not be traipsing around the woods on his own. You let him go a little on ahead and he comes running back talking about how there's a dead girl in the clearing and there's no-one else around and he wants to take her home because she's really pretty, Hans, and she's all alone!
You let him drag you to said clearing and okay, that is one angelic-looking dead child alright, and on the one hand the quality of her clothes and the craftsmanship on the coffin (who builds a see-through coffin?) speak to potential Consequences if you simply carry her off, but also for the amount of vines that have grown on the coffin she looks extraordinarily un-decayed, so you should probably get the court alchemist's opinion on that, and there's no way he's going to come all the way out here in his embroidered velvet curly-shoes. And also this kid is technically assigned by God as your natural superior, or something.
So fine. You hoist the coffin onto your shoulder (it's not like the Prince can do it. He's eight.) and head back toward the castle, Prince chattering blithely all the way. And then you turn your ankle on a rock and suddenly there's a thump and a cough and a lot of shouting from inside the coffin and you have now become a key player in a tense political incident with the next kingdom over.
You should probably ask for a raise.
the main problem with this time of year is the irresistible urge to get fully into bed at like 5:34 pm and outside is like yesss, yesss do it, it's what you deserve yesss. like is it depression or is it just november
First and Khaotung specifically chose those numbers for moments like this 😂 ….such clowns 🤡
Source as above
15/11/2024
getting 0 notes on one of your posts that you personally thought was clever/funny
11/10 hysterical, no notes
The design is very human
what if iiii 👉🏻👈🏻 gently held ur head in place and licked ur neck aaall the way from ur clavicle to the top of ur throat? and then also i bit u? what then???
They are so ridiculous 😭 - I love them so much
Source: as above (video from here)
GMMTV StarLympics 2024 Promo - 12/11/2024
the problem with fk fanservice is that due to their bond it feels too real. the closer they will be in public the more still affirming they are just platonic friends might seems incongruous as they get teased. them being em friends who seems to have navigated it with some resolution makes me question if they would also or have to put distance
even jd tongue in cheek fs can feel very real.
in some ways it actually endears me for cp where i can think "comfortably" nothing is going on because they are absolutely 100% bro or taiwan over the stop paid performance on stage online lights off over.
In the end what we might perceive as fs is their lives and having made it part of their performance, can we really judge if their boundaries are so close they make the fans uncomfortable in their ambiguity? should or could they hide their closeness to make it less intense or should they share less or more?
hi non!
yes you're absolutely right! i think fkt's brand of fanservice feels too real because of how close they are.
I'm sorry, i didn't get this bit but do you mean taiwan does over-the-top fanservice on stage with lights on? haha, that sounds funny but i think the LOL concerts are pretty much the same.
also, regarding how much they should share : i think it totally depends on them. if you'd read my other answers to various asks about this, i have said that I don't actually mind any of it, in fact i love them as much. it's just that I wasn't aware that thai bl directors draw so heavily from their actors while they are filming. an example provided was yok , who's temperament could easily be carried by first. however i think with the northern lights trivia about the characters, bison doesn't feel like a character to me anymore, rather an extension of khaotung himself which made me question whether the tung we see is real or not.
anyway, haha, i hope i don't get any more asks about this because i've already answered so many. but thank you for yours! have a good day, non!
prettiest of the prettiest.
FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT official trailer of THE HEART KILLERS
